Hai, as random as this may sound, I'm craving for the duck rice I ate this afternoon. I didn't finish it earlier today, & I'm hitting myself in the stomach with my knuckles for throwing away the leftovers in the afternoon, or else I could be savoring it now. )': My POA materials are lying beside me now, untouched, just like how it's been for the past er 2hours. & I swore I was gonna study. This is how lazy I can get. Fml.

9 more days to EOS exams. OMGOMGOMGOMG.

I'm still in dumps though. My mood has been like escalating up & down, depending on the people around me & the things I'm doing. I've come to realise that I'm a very extreme person. I like to think silently to myself aaaaaalot. Mostly on unconstructive things, and pretty much other nonsensical stuff especially when I should be doing more important and urgent things like, studying. On other occasions, which is the character I potray most frequently, can be really irritating to some people. I'm so spastic & retarded I often wonder just who exactly... Can take my retardedness? Not to mention I'm so full of other bullshit cowshit & nonsense? Just how exactly one rids his/her flaws? Is "No one's perfect" really the case?

Don't judge me. Really experiencing high-end craziness these few days. Adios~