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Monday, May 3, 2010
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Bonjour! Yes, I'm freshly out of my French class & is comfortably lying down on my bed typing this now. This 2 weeks of school's been crazzzzy. And I've finally got time to blog things out. I've decided to be a frequent blogger, cos I want a life. At least I'll have something to review my life among all the hussle bussle while I drown myself in projects after project.
Travelling to school's tiring, but I'm kinda accustomed to it now, and would leap in joy whenever I see empty trains, cos standing up for 15 stops kinda tiring? School's bloody big, and I get lost often, I still do, but I'm definitely much more familiar now compared to day one. Anddd, I'm still learning to cope with independent learning. :P That includes NOT to shop online, chat on msn, stalk people on FB and read other people's blog during lecture time as well as NOT to switch myself off during tutorials. :D
Projects & tutorials are piling up already, and I've not done any. I think I'm damn screwed up. Which brings me to, I'm a screwed up person practically. I'm so messed up?
From things like... I'm suppose to be burying my head into my POA textbook now but instead I'm blogging? And like how I spend my money like as though I have a cash-printing machine at home? And just some other stuff that occupy my thoughts when I'm stoning.
My French mate (LOL, sound like french kiss partner ._.) told me that she doesn't believe in platonic friendship, and think that it will never work cos one person will just end up crushing on the other person & will not dare to tell the person cos they're afraid it'll ruin the friendship. ._.
When I told her that I'll still continue talking to a guy who likes me, she said I was a natural flirt. Not that she means anything bad, but she was just trying to bring the message across. Likeeeee, for e.g, there's a fine line between being flirtatious or just being friendly. So I think I kinda criss-cross that boundary pretty much often? Which brings me back to my initial point... I feel like I'm hitching a ride with no intention to pay up at the end of the journey... That's just mean la. But I'm still confused over several things, so how can I get off?
I'm grateful for it all, and no matter how it turns out in the end, I hope we're all still friends. (: Those who read till the very end, you guys are awesome! Au revoir. :D
p/s: Take whatever I've said with a pinch of salt. Cos whatever I've typed out may not be my thoughts in entirety. If you know what I mean. Till then! :D