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▸ Nostalgia. ... ♬
Monday, October 20, 2008
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Hi everyone, pardon me for the 2 previous 'emo' post. I really don't feel like blogging nowadays. Even if I did, I'll save it as draft. =/
Oh well. I just went through all the letters and cards all my friends gave me and suddenly a wave of nostalgia struck me. For the past 3 year, things really changed alot alot. People who used to be my friends are no longer my friends, some are no longer as close, and there also those who've elevated to become my really really close friend. Which is really good la. But it's still really weird. I know there's gotta be gain and loss in life, but why can't we have both? Why must circumstances force us to be what we are now?
I don't understand lor. I really bu ming bai. It's okay if I'm doing something somewhere else, in another planet of thoughts. However when I'm at home or practically doing nothing, my mind will just wander off to somewhere else. Espescially at night, when I cannot get to sleep, which happens often, and I'll just think.
It's been bugging me alot more lately. Not simply just these things. But other stuff as well. I'm damn not optimistic nowadays lor. I'll worry about this, about that, usually in the case of stupid stuff like what I'm gonna be next time (xD). Le sighhhh, damn sad lor.
(Alvin & Chipmunk song just started playing. So not into the mood I'm into now lor, wtff. x) Rofl)
But aiya, don't care le la. I'm not gonna use my stupid brain to think about all these stupid things alrdy. I'll let nature take its course.
I guess I don't have a choice either...
