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▸ Absolutely fucked up. ... ♬
Thursday, August 21, 2008
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Ever since last year mid-year, or maybe even earlier, I've been dreading the week after exams. Why? Because I know I will get back shitty results like. Fail. At least one subject. So it isn't really different this time round.
Physics, sure die subject for me. I got like what, last in the whole cohort. A maths, even better, fail. I didn't even do the last question because I was stuck. I didn't even open my eyes to read the question properly, so I didn't know that the 2 lines were actually perpendicular, and that question, happened to be like a link to the next part kinda question and I scored 0 outta 12 marks. It's really win liao lor that kinda situation. Hadn't I failed to see the perpendicular line, I'll know how to do every part. AND I REALLY STUDIED FOR A MATHS CAN?! )))):
I failed geog as well! Even though only by 0.5 marks, but looking at my already deadly sticky situation (fail 2 subjs le what), it's horrible, disappointing and dejecting right?! Usually, the level test will come in and save you from all the distress caused. HOWEVER, my level test is also like shittttttt?! So how?! DIE LA.
My chinese also like just pass by 0.5 marks only. The only one thing that is consoling is my Chem. I got an A2. Thank god for that otherwise I think I'll be crying in pools of tears now already.
I really dunno what to do right now and I don't know how to tell my mother about this. I think they'll just cancel off my trip to California and have me grounded.
My Physics how really? Like 5 more weeks then it'll be End of Years already, so howww? I really don't know what to do. I srsly wanna cry already. I'm so crazy right now I don't know how! I try not to manifest this in school or to anyone in particular, but if I still DO NOT let steam outta me, I think I will really REALLY explode, really.
I only can hope E maths and Social Studies will be okay..